worm like world

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2009-01-12T16:50:33Z

the animals

2009-01-02T22:16:05Z

When I think of all the good times that I've wasted having good times
When I think of all the good time that 's been wasted having good times

When I was drinkin'
I should've been thinkin'
When I was fighting
I could've done the right thing
All of that boozin'
I was really losin'
Good times
Good times

When I think of all the good time that's been wasted having good times
When I think of all the good time that's been wasted having good times

All of my lying
I remember her crying
My useless talkin'
I couldv'e been walkin'
Instead of complainin'
I couldv'e been gainin'
Good times

Yes, here we all are having a jolly good time
And everything is working out fine, ha ha ha ha ha

Useless talkin'
All that walkin
All of my sinnin'
I could've been winnin'
I have it too easy
And its a beginning of good times
Good times
I said good times
Talking bout good time

DT

2008-12-06T23:44:50Z

money is not always everything.
same goes with the clothes you wear or the car you drive or the job you have.
sometimes you win just being the person you always have been.
this goes out to the ladies and gentleman(you too herm!) that know i love them just by the look in my eye.
the others...ehhhh

Day late and a dollar short
it's just the same shit on a different day
too late for me to restart
so I rise and face a brand new day
Do what I got to do to get myself by
that's just the way I was raised
Appreciate everything I've got and pray for better days
when I was broke and bummed out
you helped me
when I was losing my mind
you saved me
I'd do the same for you
brother believe me!
I'd fucking die for you!
Brother believe me
you're just as much a part of my family
as time goes on good times unfold
it doesn't matter if we're getting too old
because hardcore is what we're all about
drinking smoking weed and fucking hanging out
same shit on a different day with
friends by my side everything's ok
and I wouldn't have it any other
way! no way!
I'd rather die than have no friends
brothers under the skin, for life.
We're brothers until the end
I'd probably be dead already if
it wasn't for my friends
they helped me up when I was down and
I'll be grateful until the end!
thank you - my friends
these memores will never end

get on it..

2008-12-05T22:16:40Z

oh yes

T-PAIN..

2008-11-27T15:02:55Z

happy indian rape and pillage day everyone!!

at midnight tonight everyone should partake in my tradition of the Midnight Turkey Sandwich!!

a black cloud lives under my hat..

2008-11-25T23:13:28Z

my phone slipped out of my hand as i was throwing something today and smashed in the parking lot.

CAN I PLEASE HAVE EVERYONES PHONE NUMBER!!!??????

thank you!

oh and i want to have a soup challenge between people i know so i can slay them...
SLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nobody knows my neighbors robby and ashli, but this goes out to them...

2008-11-24T22:03:19Z

i get the chewin'..

2008-11-24T04:46:03Z

TSO

2008-11-21T22:49:10Z

for anyone at the trans-siberian orchestra show last night...

well i has been there since 8am to cook for these guys. Nicest guys ever!
at one point i sat to eat with my friend mel in the dining room and she is speaking to her friend Johnny Lee Middleto formerly from the band Savatage (now TSO) and the lead guitar player(for TSO) Alex Skolnick from TESTAMENT!!!

side note: did you know that Eric Peterson (lead guitar in Testament) also played with Dragonlord and Old Man's Child???
how cool is that!!!!???!!!!

anyways. as i was eating i realy didn"t have a clue who Johnny was, but i knew who Alex was so from there i introduced myself.
it was very casual and we were both stuffing our faces with pork tenderloin and greens talking about Candlemass and other good european metal for about an hour. dudes were real cool.......................but...........................

i though the show was lame!!!! the 2nd half though, it was...ok. Metal enough for me to like it.
i was walking in and out of the backstage area all day watching them warm up which was better than the show because they all shred like they were from hell while warming up, so sick. the drummer(Jeff Plate from Savatage and Metal Church) had a lame-ass roland set. he could have been turned up a but IMO but whatev!

the lights-cool
fire-cool
K&W type crowd+squirming kids-not cool
$60????-pfffft
BTW...for anyone that paid, WHY!? i could have gotten at LEAST 5 free passes.

oh oh, and the blonde back up singer in the middle of the line -up of girls on stage, smokin'!
a day around her got me a kiss on the cheek! aww yeah.

venting

2008-11-17T23:20:22Z

Is anyone's mother up for adopting(me) a 24 year old son???

i don't want anything but the reassurance that when in question about a situation or subject that i can get a motherly point of view and not a slap in the face with verbal assaults and name calling.

it got old a long time ago and its still going on. she's tearing this family down with her mouth.

yes

2008-11-16T01:16:59Z

M I N E !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO STOKED!!!

goldandapager @ 2008-11-15T15:27:00

2008-11-15T20:29:20Z

when all you have to eat is pancake mix, no eggs or milk mind you, you're broke.

feed me

AUGUST 11th, 2008...

2008-11-13T23:36:57Z

this song, man..

2008-11-12T00:00:01Z

the bottom the earth i have to fall
but you really caught me
you really caught me, dear
at the bottom where I'd fallen.

and slowly dear ask that you dance with me
here with the shades down
lights off

when i didn't know you
and everything i do
done badly

now I'll love you always
even when i say
you distract me.

and sit out tonight in some strange place
if we have no friends here
well i had a few to begin with

to wake next to you in the morning
and good morning to you.
how do you do?
hey, good morning to you!
more covers for you.
sleep soundly dear cause i have to go.

and I'll love you always.
when we leave this place
and drive back to Carolina
and down to Savannah and
stay

i hope everyone had a good day today!!

oh shit..

2008-11-07T03:16:39Z

throwback, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay back. i"ve been listening to this all night haha.

this is a live album(duh) but this is their BEST albums. sounds the best and has the best tracks.

pleeeeeeeeease feel me on this. i honestly don't give a fuck if you can"t..
that just lets me know that you don't smoke weed/have fun.
feel me, FEEL ME!

rapidshare.com/files/136975993/1998_-_Live.rar

this message is brought to you by Miller High Life "The Champagne of Beers"..

2008-11-07T02:03:23Z

a lot of things can get you down.
but, for that there's always something right there to pick you up!
for me, most of the time it's a reeeeeally sick metal album, going back to my roots in a way.
i'll share this with the metal lovers out there!

Cephalic Carnage-Anomalies(2005)

the track piecemaker is so different for them but sooo good.
i also, suggest the new album Xenosapien.
#1 track (imo): Ontogony of Behavoir

http://rapidshare.com/files/98869445/CC-2005-A_by_naath.rar

aw yeah

2008-11-05T03:30:37Z

FRANZ

2008-11-02T23:24:05Z

[http://www.flickr.com/photos/goldandapager/]

out with the old and in with the nubians

2008-10-30T05:03:59Z

green-er grass is-a growin'

2008-10-27T06:56:12Z

oh how the dirty cards of life are played out.

at the loss of one of my jobs my other has picked up right when i needed it to.

because of this i will be missing halloween here in nc but it"ll be because i"ll be in New Orleans Louisiana catering for Widespread Panic!!

i was woke up with a voice mail from my superior telling me that because i am no long affiliated with The Dish that she would like to take me on a sort road trip, completely paid for and i don't have to drive.
um, yeah?
so from the 29th till the 2nd i'll be gone. and then on the 3rd its NIN in g'boro.

what else is awesome is this long awaited album i've been addicted to:

-

2008-10-25T04:03:58Z

like father like son? i dont think so...

2008-10-18T18:53:38Z

hello, my name is joe borruso and i have a drug addict for a father.

i love him, more than anything but how does it make me feel when im consistently let down year after year?
it makes the simple task of trusting your parent impossible. and not to mention that my name is joseph paul borruso II makes it worse.
i have his name.
nothing stops him from using my ss# to get what he needs at any means necessary. but i don"t worry about myself as much as i worry for the 16yr old sister and 14 yr old brother that i have.
i got to be around the dad when good times were in full effect. boats, 4wheelers, camping, fishing..just me and my dad. dominick doesn't get that. neither does alex. ugh..

to make a long depressing story short- what im saying is that for the last year life for him has been( and i can say this and agree) very good for the man. he's established a good job and a great relationship with his girlfriend mary..
until last thursday when the relationship was going through a rough spot and everything when down the drain.
without going into it all, the man was basicly asked to leave for a bit to let things cool out by mary...he didn't take it well and flipped. screaming, yelling and when things were getting to be out of hand and the son(russ) stepped in with his friend which i have both met) and proceeded to beat by dad with anything they could get there hands on including a crowbar. it resulted in people going to jail and my dad going completely missing for the last 3-4 days.

i don't want your pitty, i never ever wanted someone to throw me and sad song party. i just want people to know that things like this happen to people you know every damn day. when you're smiling for reasons to be happy about, another will be smiling to lie about what they're holding in and say "nothings wrong". sometimes in situations like this you just want people to relate and push you through.

i realized why my family was falling apart 14 years ago, and from there i grew up and took care or my mother brother and sister...
i wouldn't wish this heartache on my worst enemy..

You took the hard road this time
Now keep it clean
Look what indulgence cost you
Look where you've been
Still caged in isolation
Still counting days
Your mind was gone for so long
That blackened haze

Just know the world is going to give you nothing

Those years of innocence lost
The time is gone
Beneath the yearning hunger
Lies a new dawn

its-a meeeeee

2008-10-14T06:23:03Z

aw yeah

this just in...

2008-10-11T18:29:57Z

i am a asshole. i feel as if there's no picking me up from this shitty funk im in.
i let myself and another down and i have nobody to blame but me.
the nearest hole will be filled by my body crawling into it.
vague, yes, but some things are better left alone..
..rather than being exploited.
fuck, i have to work too.
what to do..

Your softly spoken words
Release my whole desire
Undenied
Totally

And so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong

Beneath your tender touch
My senses can't divide
Ohh so strong
My desire

For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong

Now that I've found you
And seen behind those eyes
How can I
Carry on

For so bare is my heart, I can't hide
And so where does my heart, belong

Belong
Belong
Belong

These dreams are forever

2008-10-02T17:35:26Z

this is one of my most recent albums that i came across.
down tempo-spacey-metal
Transmission0-Memory of a dream.
i listened to this album for the first time like 3-4weeks ago and it played trough about 5 times.
its great.
my favorite track: Token-track 10

merry christmas. and let me know what you think.
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